Christ, I feel as though I was just hit by a train..

[Redpaige13]

I feel so light headed right now. 

I got a Birthday Card from my mom, and in it had a check for $200.  I was shocked, and happy. 

It's almost Valentine's Day.  For the rest of my life, that day will mean something else to me besides cards, candy, flowers, and romantic dinners.

That's the day that my friend's body was found.  She was missing for 3 to four years. 
Her name was Jamie, and she was my best friend's sister.  She was practically my sister. 

She was the most sweetest, and most kind person I've ever known.  I miss her every day.

The whole family got a Tattoo in her memory.  The only person who didn't, was me. 

It's been almost 6 years.  And... I finally got money.  Maybe enough for a nice, small tattoo in her memory. 

But I can't get it.  I'm told that I have to use that money to get my College books. 
I know that education is important, and that books cost $200 all together.  Perfect, right?  I've enough money to get them myself.

But forsome reason, I feel so utterly depressed. 

[Triforceman22]

i'm sorry. :(

[Silverhawk79]

It's a tough decision...I'd personally get the tattoo, because if it's truly the anniversary, it would be very symbolic.

[Redpaige13]

I guess I have to wait some more before I can get it.

I know that College and education is very important.  But.. man, this intercourse ing blows.

[THEEVILSPERKY]

I remember hearing that story from you at NSider.. it left me speechless.. still does. :(

I think I remember hearing only part of it.. because only so much was known.. and then later on I remember hearing the rest.. because you found out... :'(

*hug*

[Redpaige13]

I might be able to keep the money!!

[NYY]

Don't get a tattoo.
Save money and buy a keychain instead.

[LinkXLR]

Do what you think is right.

[Redpaige13]

We took in some of the books I used last semester to sell back to the store, and was able to buy a book that I needed this semester with the money we got.

I just need one more book to buy, so half of my check is going to the book.

The other half I get to use to get my Tattoo.

I'm so intercourse ing happy.

After so many years, I can finally get my tattoo in her memory.

[::Poledra::]

We took in some of the books I used last semester to sell back to the store, and was able to buy a book that I needed this semester with the money we got.

I just need one more book to buy, so half of my check is going to the book.

The other half I get to use to get my Tattoo.

I'm so f***ing happy.

After so many years, I can finally get my tattoo in her memory.

That's wonderful news for you!  I'm glad you'll be able to do this, since it's so important to you.

[major tom]

You had that RIP sig on OldSider, right?

OH,  NOW I REMEMBAR YOU!

[Silverhawk79]

We took in some of the books I used last semester to sell back to the store, and was able to buy a book that I needed this semester with the money we got.

I just need one more book to buy, so half of my check is going to the book.

The other half I get to use to get my Tattoo.

I'm so intercourse ing happy.

After so many years, I can finally get my tattoo in her memory.

That's great! :)

[Redpaige13]

Well i hope the person giving you the tattoo dosen't mess up.

I would kill the person.  And then Nicole will kill the person.

Then I'd kill them again.

[OneManFreakShow]

I almost cried reading this, and I'm not that kind of person.

[Triforceman22]

wow, that's great news Red.
I hope everything turns out okay...:)