Grudges and Attitudes

[Thirdkoopa]

People let too many things bother them.

That. It happens anywhere; Even in real life, on the phone, texting, etc. Even when I'm on other forum's I always tend to have some sympathy at least due to remembering the fact that these are still real people, not your tools for entertainment by any means. [spoiler]unless you're on the original nsider or 4chan[/spoiler] Not everyone will be 100% perfect. It's just far easier to blow events out of proportion in many situations on the internet instead of real life.

As for myself I personally don't hold any grudges from at least here. Some of you may annoy me a bit from time to time (hi duality werewolf) but I'm fine with you all. I have a pretty big patience and tolerance level. Comes from mainly a few people in real life I suppose and due to staying calm well.

Only person I hold a grudge against is Zeph.  And he fully deserves it.

Am I insane for the fact I'm actually able to put up with him for a long ass time and chat with him?

Seriously. Zeph can make anyone look nice.

[Allegretto]

I am bipolar. So this happens to me alot.

I also do not forgive anyone, which includes myself. If someone intercourse s up they should have thought about what they were doing more carefully, you can't change the past and so I hold grudges against someone until I die. Or they do.

Not many things get me upset. *Like actually upset, a change in text or tone of voice is me having fun or me being annoyed* but when something does I don't forgive the person. Ever.

I have never cut myself, or seriously contemplated suicide. I would never, and could never go through with it anyway.

Right now the plans i'v had for the summer and for the next good 3-5 years of my life just got completely intercourse ed up. I'll explain.

I was moving to Texas this year with 3 of my team mates for our 2010 Halo contract states at least 3 people need to be within a 30 minute distance from one another, otherwise the team will not work. So the 4 of us were going to get a nice house and lan every day so we could get ready for the events this year. But one of my team mates *Who has a twin brother who is also on team* failed one of his classes. So now they both have to move back to Germany, which means our contract is now invalid and I don't know if I can compete in the events this year.

We have had this planned for a few months, and one little screw up erased it. I won't forgive him, or his parents for there decision. Because it upset me.

I'v gone through relationship problems, and I was depressed for a very long time. I was even crowned biggest emo on this forum a year back I think. But my everyday mood I would say is Melancholy. Or very mellow and indifferent. I have my own theory on religion and life which differs from anyone in this world.

A good statement would be "I'm not really living, merely going through the motions of it."

[Nanako]

I'm not really one to hold grudges against other people. Nah, I love you all, guys!
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And the few girls around here too!

I'm not here for that long to have seen for myself what you're talking about, with the whole attitude change and whatnot. So maybe I'll see it in the future.