Seriously.

[Silverhawk79]

Summer is sucking majorly.

It was soso before, but I couldn't ever buy the things I want because I'm always buying art supplies for myself-which isn't cheap. And when I submit them to competitions they always come back to me ripped or torn by accident during the shipping. I was excited to have my best friend for a roommate. Only to find out that my dad, who was going to loan me money and have me pay bit by bit over the coarse of my life, to have the family company closed. So I don't even know if I can even go to college if anything I might be able to scramble some money to go where I was going for 1 semester. But then I would have to go back home to some cheap college and not go under the major I originally wanted myself to go in. And theres the fact that my older boyfriend has no time for me at all, before it was okay. And I admit the long distance thing was killing me, but now it's to the point where "Idc" about him anymore. When I did about everything for this guy and now I think I'm starting to go off to the lesbian side because I'm so sick of guys. Seriously. Where ever I go. Whatever I do, theres always some guy claiming me or telling me to give them some "goods". I'm a human, and I just happen not to have a penis. I'm not some eye candy for you to always ask of me. Bugging the crap out of me will just get me want to squeeze your guts out rather then to find you remotely attractive in some form or fashion. My best friend- Who I was rooming with just went away today. And I don't even think I'll see her ever again till I attend that college.
And then theres this whole drama between friends that I'm stuck in the middle in.

My god. I swear everyday just seems to be pushing my buttons more and more.
I wouldn't be surprise if I just snapped one day and go on a killing spree.

/Rant for the day.

We love you Vive. ;_;
Also I just realized you look a bit like my friend's ex-roommate...D=

[Fell]

Hey, I actually have something to complain about this time. My groin area has been itching really badly ever since I got that spandex swimsuit. I think the spandex holds the chlorine tighter against my body and then the chemicals get into my skin and give me a terrible rash.

basically, I am on a swim team, I need spandex to swim fast, I am allergic to chlorine, now I have an itchy...place, and it hurts to walk most of time. WOO SUMMER DUDES.  :|

[Dog Food]

Not the best I've had. My boyfriend is gone for over a month to Europe visiting family and friends in his hometown, although we Skype everyday, it can get frustrating not having him around. Also, I failed my driving permit test. Now I'm too ashamed to step foot in the DMV again, and I don't know if I can work up the courage to retake the test. It sucks so much because I was doing so good, but then I messed up a few questions because I was going too fast, and soon enough I was on the last question and I couldn't afford to mess it up. Well, of course I messed it up. I work so horribly under pressure. So, I lose by one question and the crush of my defeat, and the wait for the lady to come over and officially tell me I failed, and the realization I can't drive... I cried, and I never cry. I'm going to go back August 4th (I just decided the date just this second) and this time I'm going to intercourse ing study my ass off. Okay, I feel better about that now... remembering that incident was saddening me, but it's all good now.

Anyway... Yeah and I was supposed to get a really nice job working at this camp I used to go to when I was younger... But the staff positions are filled with all the veteran counselors that have been working there since back when I went to camp (which was only, like, two years ago, but still...). I got a job volunteering, but who knows if the positions will be available for next year? And it's a really nice job, too. Basically you just give 40 kids a bunch of balls, put them in a gym, then sit around in the hallway and yell if things get too out of control. You do this for 7 hours a day, $8 an hour, and with a paycheck twice a week... viola, you're making $500 not including tax cuts. It's an amazing salary for someone my age just working the summer. And it's such an easy job. While I'm volunteering, I'm chilling and talking with the kids. The age limit is 15, so I met some people who will be going to my high school and are from some of my old schools, which is pretty cool for the nostalgia. And I realized that a lot of girls nowadays are gamers. In my class that's rare, but it seems two years prior to my grade is a gamer baby boom.

tl;dr - Boyfriend is gone for a month, which sucks. Haven't gotten my license yet, which sucks. Can't get a job, which sucks. But, volunteering has been fun and as long as I get my license before school starts again I'll be able to redeem myself. Also, if I'm lucky I can get a high paying job next summer and start working at a movie theater this fall.

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Well I haven't done anything so far but I am going to the beach in a few weeks. So I can't complain.

[Captain Justice]

Kill Joy just take the test online.....googling ftw 

[Vive/Scarffle]

When you're ready for that killing spree, you know how to contact me. I'm a phone call away from a few shotguns and rifles.

Good luck with everything else.

Haha. Alright. I'll be sure to keep that in mind, Beat.

We love you Vive. ;_;
Also I just realized you look a bit like my friend's ex-roommate...D=

Rofl. Thanks Silver.
And... Is that.. A good or bad thing...?